Monday, July 19, 2010
Premiere Night
Tuesday. I was very excited, I’m waiting for 5pm to arrive. At 3pm, I prepare myself for Megamall for it’s quite far from here – Antipolo. At exactly 4pm, I decided to go and leave the house. I took a ride to Cubao via fx then MRT from Cubao to Megamall. My friend is calling and said that I should walk fast to be there quickly. I found her with her other friends at the food court, sitting waiting for me to arrived. I do not expect that there will be a guy because we usually hang up with no boys allowed. Well, that’s our policy. But eventually, my friend introduce me to her other friends. I smile and say “Hi.” That’s all and we go upstairs.
As we were at the movie house, I see many people surrounding the venue. I was quite amazed for they are patiently waiting for the artists or the casts to arrive and wave to them. We’ve decided to go inside cinema 10 already for the crowd is getting bigger and bigger. My friend claimed that we have a VIP pass and thus we enter the cinema that fast. We took a good spot where we can see the artists or casts of the movie. We end up sitting right at the middle portion of the movie house. The movie started at around 9pm almost. The movie was so good though it was a horror film. I usually do not watch horror films for I was afraid that I’ll be dreaming of it when I go to sleep. I was amazed by the movie for it was so nice. It was not that so ‘nakakatakot’. At first, the casts were so nervous, I can see it in their eyes, but as I’ve said the movie went up completely nice. They were all nice good in portraying their role. And for sure the movie will click to the taste of the viewers.
Surgery Ward and my beloved lola
But unfortunately, my grandmother died Saturday night. She had a colon cancer. One week has passed and I can’t see my grandmother’s funeral. I do not want to be absent for my Sunday duty but I have to – I have to attend the last day of my grandmother. I was quite confused for I really have to attend my duty but still I chose to be with my grandmother for her last day. I will just attend to my duty even for three days payment for my 1 absent just for the sake of my grandmother’s last day.
I miss being with her nowadays. I miss her calling my name though she’s not that good remembering it. I hope that she will guide me for the years that will be coming.
Rest in peace lola. I do not know what other words to say.
‘I love you lola. I’ll miss you for the rest of my life. I will always remember you as my dearest lola who loves everyone of us dearly. Thank you for everything you’ve done especially for my mom. When she’s always at the hospital, you’re the one taking good care of her. Thank you for giving her to me. I will always love you lola.’ Teary eyed.
Saturday Experience
It was Saturday, June 19, 2010. My mom asked me to accompany her to go to Divisoria to buy some things. I was not that busy that time so I’ve decided to go. We fetch my aunt and cousin at Mc Donald’s Gateway. Then off we go to my godmother’s condo unit at
Then after that we decided to go to Mc Donald’s Gateway again to eat dinner. As we arrived, my mom and aunt asked me to order foods that would be eaten later for they will be buying groceries at Isetann. As I was on the line, I saw this guy; he was quite handsome, fair complexion, not that tall and he was wearing a pink t – shirt that says “Love is Rare.” I don’t know why that guy catches my attention, I stare him for quite long and then I realized that I would be the one to make an order. I don’t know if he caught me looking at him. I hope not. :)) ‘cause if he does, oh no! It’s embarrassing.
I only ordered French fries, hamburger and coke float for myself for I was not that hungry. As I get back on our table, I take a look at the guy and I saw him glance at my direction. I was quite shocked so I turned my back on him and act like I saw nothing. As I was eating, I saw him glancing and staring at our direction. I asked my cousin to block his direction and sit in front of me. Then I continue eating. As I finished, my mom and aunt arrived and they bought us an ice cream. As I finished licking the ice cream, I felt the urge to urinate. I get up on my chair and went in front of the comfort room. The comfort room there is for both boys and girls so I have to fall in line. I was the first one so it means I don’t have to wait that long. Beside it, there’s a big mirror. As I was about to glance where my mom was sitting, I saw him – the guy at my back. I was shocked again for he was there less than a minute. While waiting, I’ve decided to fix my hair and face the mirror. As I was fixing my hair, he quickly gets his phone and took a shot of me. I know it was me for he quickly keep his phone in his pocket and say “Yes!” That’s so irritating. I said to him face to face “Epal ka.” Then turn my back on him…again. I heard him utter words but I don’t really understand what it was. Then I saw my aunt beside me and asked me if she can void first. Without hesitancy, I frankly said, “Sige tita, una ka na po.” I hear him say, “Naiihi na ko.” I face him and say, “Gusto mu sunod ka na sa tita ko? Sige ikaw na mauna.” He nod and say, “Hindi, sunod nalang ako sayo.” Then he smiles. He hum a song but I already forgot what song is it. As I went to the CR, I was looking at him while closing the door. He is smiling at me. I think he’s mentally retarded. I’m pissed off. “Parang nang – aasar yung ngiti, kainis.” I said to myself and shut the door closed. As I open the door, he murmur words again, but I don’t understand it. ‘Dinedma ko nalang.’ As I return to my seat, my mom was fixing the things we bought for it was to be brought in our province. Then we decided to accompany my aunt and cousin in Baliwag terminal where they will ride a bus to get in Nueva Ecija. Then we went home. As I was about to sleep, I remember the guy that I saw a while ago. I’m asking myself if I knew him already but nothing reminds me of him. Then I’ve decided to erase him on my mind and fell asleep.
In the past days, I do think of what an experience it was. I usually smile when I remember him.